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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Reminiscence




Oh man!!!! u must be thinkin what i'll be unleashing on u all now..Don't worry & plz dnt get a panic attack.im very nostalgic today.am just tryin 2 relive d past glories..






U remember when we were kids,,so carefree,,,dint have 2 worry about anything in the world ,,the feelin of security...i.e if we were 2 fall down our folks wud be there 2 catch us.running wild across d ladscape,,d wind in your hair,,d feeling of freedon unaware of the small trivia dat soon u'l b bounded wid chains.






The best lived memories are undeniably that of the school.Gosh i miss school,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,2 much if only i cud turn back time,,howevr not where d studies are concrnd(dat shud stay put)_






I made some amazin frenz ,,who i hope will last for a lifetime........god iv dun such stupid things..thinkin bout it only makes me wanna laugh out loud.one of the things dat i really miss bout ma school is the FETE ,,oh how i used 2 eagrly wait for it to come every year..i guess i hav more attachment to it then any other of my counterparts coz iv been attendin way before i was even enrolled in that school.












MY mum's a teacher in the same school(at a very high post),,,me n ma sis studied in the same school.tust me when i say being a teachers daughter is not all that hunky dory.yeah true uv got advantages over the others but at same time dere are a lotta downfalls.am sure u guys already now what d benefits our so am not gonna bore u wid extrinsic details.however i shall tell ya hardshifts dat i had 2 face,,,,






I was in 12th grade,,had my pol.science class was in no mood 2 attend it,,,maybe more so coz dere was 2 be a test n i hadnt studied for it,,so me n ma frend decided 2 bunk n asked ma classmates 2 tell her dat we hadnt cum 2 school dat day,,,but destiny had a different idea of its own,,,mt teacher goes straigh to my mother asked her if i had cum or not,,,u can imagine the rest...she is furious at us n tell us we are not attend her class for another 2 weeks,,,,we were on the top of the moon so exhilirated.but another twist next day we went to her class to pacify thinkin she wud throw us out but NO she dint say anythin was rather sweet n we had to attend d class..

I love my school days more so coz of the time id spent dre wid my frenz,,,which i shall cherish till the end of the times.
















Friday, November 9, 2007

OCLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well all of you lesser people who don't belong to the enticing world of hotels must be wondering what the heck is "ocld"....let me tell ,u Wat cat is 4 u all ocld means d same for us (or maybe) more...







Getting into ocld is a dream( a tough one )which i found out some time back...though i haven't received the results yet,,,am hoping they will take their own sweet time with it.(hehehe).





anyways this blog is not about what ocld is but, about ma journey to it...


it goes like this....





well one fine day we were given the news soon after we had come from ,,,annual leaves that semi-finals of ocld which were to happen in December will be happening in October instead,,,this news shook the very floor beneath our feet,,,didn't sleep well for days.soon we realized that we have wasted a lot of time and don't have anymore.


what normal people would have done is that they would have taken out their books n started preparing for it,,but no we come belong to a diff.
league all together..instead of taking out r books we took out are partying shows instead...as we knew are chances were way against us
so,, y waste our time over something we not gonna get anyways rite,,,,so PARTY dude!!!





But,oops strike 2 -we have to go through a series of workshops wherein they try covering up the basics(technicals),,,which bydway was so much of fun,.,gosh thinking about it brings a smile across my face,,my favourite was the one on "food & beverages" i know what you are thinking and let me tell u ,you are rite(hehehe),,had a wine & liqueur tasting session which was awesome,( amazingly informative )---see all you people who haven't tried "Malibu"-coconut flavoured rum u guys are missing out something.






however,all fun aside 2 weeks before the interview we started 2 study,,(Wat a pain DAT was)still manged 2 survive it,,, how please don't ask,,,hardly slept during those times realised how much we have to study and no time left now(aaargh),,,the routine was so strenuous it started to show on our faces,,,we(7 of us) became edgy,,,loud,,,& to the sheer shock of everey body round us,, carefree...




The D Day came finally(oh,,totaly forget this small trivia on 21st of oct we come to know that are interview has been preponed from 24th to 23rd of oct. & also the venue has changed,,earlier it was to be in our hotel itself now it was at OCLD,,,which bydway was so realxing to know)took the early mornin shuttle to the hotel we had to get ready there the six of us were in d afternoon i.e. post lunch batch,,,me being the last candidate to be interviewed(cherry on the cake :)




All dressed in our properly ironed SAREES, we began our little journey to the ocld,,which in due course would change our lives forever.




confidence personified,sophisticated,poised i sat there in the lounge patiently waiting for my turn to come only to realise that my saree unraveld itself when i got up,,luckily i had the time to make it proper agian.finally the day came to an end ,,we head back to the hotel to divulge the detail to our managers who are keenly waitin for us to come back.......




Now its our turn to wait,,a long one also on top of it,,,i hope d wait is fruitfull.well..i have my fingers crossed for me,,,rest i leave up to god.



























































































































Sunday, August 12, 2007

LOVE- A MIRAGE!!!!

LOVE ,,,,ITS SUCH A STRONG WORD.NOBODY CAN DENY THAT EVERY BODY IN THEIR LIVESPAN HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE OR SO.....


SOME PEOPLE LOVE IS ALL THAT MATTERS...THEY LIVE TO FALL IN LOVE.BUT EVRERYBODY SEE IT TROUGH THEIR OWN PERCEPTION....


FOR SOME IT SIGNIFIES ETERNAL BLISS,,,,SOME FALL IN LOVE SO MANY TIMES THAT ITS IRRELEVANT THEM ANY MORE.LOVE IS A CONSPICUOUS ERROR.....THOUGH PEOPLE LOVE TO DO IT..


LOVE HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST WIDELY DISSCUSSED TOPIC OF ALL THE TIME V HAVE LISTENED TO UMPTEEN ROMANTIC STORIES BE IT ROMEO & JULIET OR OUR OWN DESI VERSION.IT DOESN'T MATTER AS LONG IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING.

WE INDIAN OUR SUCH SUCKRS OF A HAPPY N BLISSFUL LIFE THAT WE CAN EVEN CONSUME VENOM IF ITS SWEET IN TASTE.PROBABLY THATS WHY WE DONT HAV MUCH SUCCESSFUL LOVE STORIES TO BOAST ABOUT.

HMMN....INTERESTING THOUGHT.

I NO MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE ALREADY IN LOVE OR FALLIN IN LUV OR DYING 2 FALL IN LOVE(HARDLY IN THIS CATEGORY THOUGH).

I ON THE OTHER HAND DETEST THE WORD "LOVE".

YEAH , I CAN BET U'R SHOCKED OUT OF YOUR WITS THINKIN IF AM SANE OR NOT BUT LET ME CLARIFY N REMOVE THE ENIGMA AROUND....

YEAH I BELIEVE IN LUV WHEN IT CONCERNS YOUR FAMILY,,FRENZ,,URSELF.I CAN BUT DO ANYTHING FOR PEOPLE I LOVE.BUT I DON'T SEE MYSELF FALLING IN LOVE LIKE MY PEERS..ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA.

I GUESS I HAVE SEEN SO MANY RELATIONSHIPS GONE SOUR THAT I'V BECOME IMMUNE.BUT SOME OF MY VERY GUD FRENZ KEEP TELLIN ME THAT THOSE WHO TALK LIKE THIS "END UP MAKING GREAT LOVE STORIES"....AAAAAAAAHHHH I HOPE NOT.:)

ANYWAYS SO WHAT IS THIS WHOLE LOVE BUSINESS ALL ABOUT I THINK ITS OVER-HYPED.THERE BUT SO MANY OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE TO BE JUST IN A RELATIONSHIP.BUT 2DAYS GENEREATION WANT TO DO IT AS THEY THINK ITS REALY COOL N HEP.BUT SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT I THINK ITS REALY PATHETIC N FEEL SORRY FOR PEOPLE WHO THINK SO.

IMAGINE WHAT ALL PRODUCTIVITY U CAN PROVIDE THE WORLD WITH RATHER SPENDING IT ON ONE PERSON WHICH WILL NOT EVEN BENEFIT HIM/HER.

ANYWAYS THATS MY TAKE ON THE SITAUTION.I REALY DONT CARE WHAT THE OTHER PERSON IS DOIN AS LONG AS AM NOT INVOLVED..BUT YEAH WHEN IT CUMS 2 FRENZ IT MATTERS COZ I DEFNITLY WUD NOT WANT THEM 2 B WITH SOME SCUM. :p

HOWEVER,,,I AM INFATUATED VERY EASILY,,,BUT AT THE SAME TIME I GET OVER EVEN QUICKLIER.BUT 2 IMPRESS ME IT TAKES A LOT AS I AM HARD COOKIE 2 CRACK.I HAVE HIGH EXPECTATION WHICH NO MAN CAN MATCH.

WELL,,, IN THE END I JUST WANNA SAY LIVE LIFE THE WAY U WANT TO,,IF U THINK WHAT U DOIN IS RIGHT THEN BE IT..HAVE THE COURAGE TO STAND BY WHAT U BELIEVE IN.

IF U THINK LOVE IS WHAT U REQUIRE I CUNT B MUCH HAPPIER 4 U....BUT I TREAD A DIFFERENT PATH WHICH VERY FEW TAKE OR SHOULD I SAY I HAVE THE GUTS 2 TAKE...HEHEHE

Thursday, August 2, 2007

MESS CALLED-----" LIFE"

HAV U EVER WONDERED WAT A MESS OUR LIFE IS!!!LIFE IS A JOURNEY WHERE U MEET SO MANY PEOPLE,,SOME REALY TOUCH UR HEART,,,AND SOME U DESPISE SO MUCH THAT U CANT GET URSELF 2 LUK AT THEIR FACES LET ALONE TALK ABOUT THEM.

HOMO-SAPEINS ARE ADULTERATED WITH 7 SINS - VIZ. PRIDE,SLOTH,GLUTTONY,GREED,ENVY,WRATH & LUST....

THERE ARE DIFERENT KINDA PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD LET ME TAKE U THROUGH SOME OF THEM THROUGH MY PERCEPTIVE...
1.AGREESIVE N LOUD
2.POLITE N MEEK
3.COMPASSIONATE N UNDERSTANDING
4.SELFISH N CONNIVING
5.INDEFFERENT N SELF-OBSSESD

I STRICTLY BELIEVE IN THE SAYIN "BIRD'S OF SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER".

THATS Y I GUESS U SEE JOCKS HANGING AROUND WITH JOCKS,,,NERDS WITH NERDS...

BUT,,,MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL IS THOUGH EVEN IF WE DNT WANNA HANG AROUND WITH SOMEBODY IN THE BEGINING WE ALWAYS END UP BEING GREAT PALS WITH THEM LATER!!!!

WHY IS IT THAT WE DONT LIKE IF SOMEBODY HAS PRE-CONCIEVED NOTIONS ABOUT US,,,,,,BUT D MOMENT WE LAY EYES ON ANYBODY WE BRAND DEM AS EITHER ---PROUD,ARROGANT,OR ANYTHING BAD.

LIFE IS A ROLLER COASTER,,,U DON'T WANT WATS BEEN GIVEN TO U...BUT ALWAYS DESIRE FOR WAT U DONT HAVE.


GREED N JEOLUSY R A MAN'S BIGGEST FALL BACK...IF ONE IS ABLE 2 DEVOID HIMLELF OF THESE TWO EMOTION...I THINK HE HAS ACHIEVED SALVATION.


"LIFE IS NOT ABOUT HOW IT BEGINS BUT HOW IT ENDS"..
ITS NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH U HAVE BUT HOW MUCH YOU HAVE DONE 4 OTHERS..IT DOES NOT HAS 2 B MATERIALL,,,,COZ THERE R MANY WHO IN ORDER TO ACIEVE FAME BECOME PHILANTHROPIST.BUT D INTENTION SAY SOMETHING ELSE.

NOBODY IS HAPPY!!!!!LIFE BRINGS SURPRISES IN SMALL PACKAGES...WHO SAID DEY WERE WAT WE WERE LUKIN FOR... DUNNO BOUT U BUT I NEVER GET WAT I DESIRE..

BUT AM CONTENT WITH WAT I HAVE..AM BLESSED WITH A B'FUL FAMILY ...SUM AWSUM FRENZ...N MOSTLY AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE..

I HOPE TO GOD THAT THIS WORLD BECOMES A HAPPY PLACE TO LIVE IN..NOT THAT ITS BAD NOW..BUT IT CAN B MUCH BETTER AS THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOE IMPROVEMENT.

RAIN


I dunno bout u all!!!!!!i LUV rain.......

The beautiful sight after the rain,,,,,,,,,d lushious greenry all round,,,cool breaze..n cherry on d cake wuld b if u liv near d coastal areas.


I remember ma trip 2 GOA,,tho only 4 2 days,,but had a blast..It has 2 be one of d most b'ful places in INDIA.I luvd d beaches,,not only were dey b'ful,,,,but 4 a change dey were CLEAN...

My dream is 2 live near a beach...njoy long walks along d coast wid ma dog,,,,get drenched in rain...sip hot tea..read a gud book..n list 2 muzik.....hmmn am in heaven alredy.....

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

trident_my hotel






LET ME TELL U ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE OF TRAINING IN INDIA'S BEST BUSINESS HOTEL ---TRIDENT HILTON GURGAON.

MY HOTEL IS WAY DIFFERENT THEN ANY HOTEL U WUD HAV PROBABLY VISITED.........LOCATED AT A VERY NICE LOCATION........
THE MOMENT U STEP IN THE HOTEL ITS AS IF U HAV ARRIVED AT D GATES OF HEAVEN ITSELF......D BEAUTIFUL INTERIORS TAKE ONE'S BREATH AWAY!!!!!!

AND NO IM NOT EXAGGERATING......:)



I STILL REMMEMBER D FEELING WHEN I 1ST STEPPED IN D HOTEL ---13TH JUNE 05 ....D FEELING CANT BE PENNED DOWN....

HERE IV HAD MY BEST AND WORST DAYS BUT NEVERTHELESS HAS BEEN WORTH IT...

I'v met some realy nice people whome even if am not able to stay in contact will never forget....

The water fights,,,binging on chocalte,,,hot choclate fudge in extreme winters (ummmm,,,)goin 4 long walks during night,,,,,,,,,,talking wid room mates till dawn,,,,,,,will never forget dese days.





oh gosh now am nostalgic!!!!!!!!hehehe