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Sunday, August 12, 2007

LOVE- A MIRAGE!!!!

LOVE ,,,,ITS SUCH A STRONG WORD.NOBODY CAN DENY THAT EVERY BODY IN THEIR LIVESPAN HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE OR SO.....


SOME PEOPLE LOVE IS ALL THAT MATTERS...THEY LIVE TO FALL IN LOVE.BUT EVRERYBODY SEE IT TROUGH THEIR OWN PERCEPTION....


FOR SOME IT SIGNIFIES ETERNAL BLISS,,,,SOME FALL IN LOVE SO MANY TIMES THAT ITS IRRELEVANT THEM ANY MORE.LOVE IS A CONSPICUOUS ERROR.....THOUGH PEOPLE LOVE TO DO IT..


LOVE HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST WIDELY DISSCUSSED TOPIC OF ALL THE TIME V HAVE LISTENED TO UMPTEEN ROMANTIC STORIES BE IT ROMEO & JULIET OR OUR OWN DESI VERSION.IT DOESN'T MATTER AS LONG IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING.

WE INDIAN OUR SUCH SUCKRS OF A HAPPY N BLISSFUL LIFE THAT WE CAN EVEN CONSUME VENOM IF ITS SWEET IN TASTE.PROBABLY THATS WHY WE DONT HAV MUCH SUCCESSFUL LOVE STORIES TO BOAST ABOUT.

HMMN....INTERESTING THOUGHT.

I NO MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE ALREADY IN LOVE OR FALLIN IN LUV OR DYING 2 FALL IN LOVE(HARDLY IN THIS CATEGORY THOUGH).

I ON THE OTHER HAND DETEST THE WORD "LOVE".

YEAH , I CAN BET U'R SHOCKED OUT OF YOUR WITS THINKIN IF AM SANE OR NOT BUT LET ME CLARIFY N REMOVE THE ENIGMA AROUND....

YEAH I BELIEVE IN LUV WHEN IT CONCERNS YOUR FAMILY,,FRENZ,,URSELF.I CAN BUT DO ANYTHING FOR PEOPLE I LOVE.BUT I DON'T SEE MYSELF FALLING IN LOVE LIKE MY PEERS..ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA.

I GUESS I HAVE SEEN SO MANY RELATIONSHIPS GONE SOUR THAT I'V BECOME IMMUNE.BUT SOME OF MY VERY GUD FRENZ KEEP TELLIN ME THAT THOSE WHO TALK LIKE THIS "END UP MAKING GREAT LOVE STORIES"....AAAAAAAAHHHH I HOPE NOT.:)

ANYWAYS SO WHAT IS THIS WHOLE LOVE BUSINESS ALL ABOUT I THINK ITS OVER-HYPED.THERE BUT SO MANY OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE TO BE JUST IN A RELATIONSHIP.BUT 2DAYS GENEREATION WANT TO DO IT AS THEY THINK ITS REALY COOL N HEP.BUT SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT I THINK ITS REALY PATHETIC N FEEL SORRY FOR PEOPLE WHO THINK SO.

IMAGINE WHAT ALL PRODUCTIVITY U CAN PROVIDE THE WORLD WITH RATHER SPENDING IT ON ONE PERSON WHICH WILL NOT EVEN BENEFIT HIM/HER.

ANYWAYS THATS MY TAKE ON THE SITAUTION.I REALY DONT CARE WHAT THE OTHER PERSON IS DOIN AS LONG AS AM NOT INVOLVED..BUT YEAH WHEN IT CUMS 2 FRENZ IT MATTERS COZ I DEFNITLY WUD NOT WANT THEM 2 B WITH SOME SCUM. :p

HOWEVER,,,I AM INFATUATED VERY EASILY,,,BUT AT THE SAME TIME I GET OVER EVEN QUICKLIER.BUT 2 IMPRESS ME IT TAKES A LOT AS I AM HARD COOKIE 2 CRACK.I HAVE HIGH EXPECTATION WHICH NO MAN CAN MATCH.

WELL,,, IN THE END I JUST WANNA SAY LIVE LIFE THE WAY U WANT TO,,IF U THINK WHAT U DOIN IS RIGHT THEN BE IT..HAVE THE COURAGE TO STAND BY WHAT U BELIEVE IN.

IF U THINK LOVE IS WHAT U REQUIRE I CUNT B MUCH HAPPIER 4 U....BUT I TREAD A DIFFERENT PATH WHICH VERY FEW TAKE OR SHOULD I SAY I HAVE THE GUTS 2 TAKE...HEHEHE

Thursday, August 2, 2007

MESS CALLED-----" LIFE"

HAV U EVER WONDERED WAT A MESS OUR LIFE IS!!!LIFE IS A JOURNEY WHERE U MEET SO MANY PEOPLE,,SOME REALY TOUCH UR HEART,,,AND SOME U DESPISE SO MUCH THAT U CANT GET URSELF 2 LUK AT THEIR FACES LET ALONE TALK ABOUT THEM.

HOMO-SAPEINS ARE ADULTERATED WITH 7 SINS - VIZ. PRIDE,SLOTH,GLUTTONY,GREED,ENVY,WRATH & LUST....

THERE ARE DIFERENT KINDA PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD LET ME TAKE U THROUGH SOME OF THEM THROUGH MY PERCEPTIVE...
1.AGREESIVE N LOUD
2.POLITE N MEEK
3.COMPASSIONATE N UNDERSTANDING
4.SELFISH N CONNIVING
5.INDEFFERENT N SELF-OBSSESD

I STRICTLY BELIEVE IN THE SAYIN "BIRD'S OF SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER".

THATS Y I GUESS U SEE JOCKS HANGING AROUND WITH JOCKS,,,NERDS WITH NERDS...

BUT,,,MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL IS THOUGH EVEN IF WE DNT WANNA HANG AROUND WITH SOMEBODY IN THE BEGINING WE ALWAYS END UP BEING GREAT PALS WITH THEM LATER!!!!

WHY IS IT THAT WE DONT LIKE IF SOMEBODY HAS PRE-CONCIEVED NOTIONS ABOUT US,,,,,,BUT D MOMENT WE LAY EYES ON ANYBODY WE BRAND DEM AS EITHER ---PROUD,ARROGANT,OR ANYTHING BAD.

LIFE IS A ROLLER COASTER,,,U DON'T WANT WATS BEEN GIVEN TO U...BUT ALWAYS DESIRE FOR WAT U DONT HAVE.


GREED N JEOLUSY R A MAN'S BIGGEST FALL BACK...IF ONE IS ABLE 2 DEVOID HIMLELF OF THESE TWO EMOTION...I THINK HE HAS ACHIEVED SALVATION.


"LIFE IS NOT ABOUT HOW IT BEGINS BUT HOW IT ENDS"..
ITS NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH U HAVE BUT HOW MUCH YOU HAVE DONE 4 OTHERS..IT DOES NOT HAS 2 B MATERIALL,,,,COZ THERE R MANY WHO IN ORDER TO ACIEVE FAME BECOME PHILANTHROPIST.BUT D INTENTION SAY SOMETHING ELSE.

NOBODY IS HAPPY!!!!!LIFE BRINGS SURPRISES IN SMALL PACKAGES...WHO SAID DEY WERE WAT WE WERE LUKIN FOR... DUNNO BOUT U BUT I NEVER GET WAT I DESIRE..

BUT AM CONTENT WITH WAT I HAVE..AM BLESSED WITH A B'FUL FAMILY ...SUM AWSUM FRENZ...N MOSTLY AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE..

I HOPE TO GOD THAT THIS WORLD BECOMES A HAPPY PLACE TO LIVE IN..NOT THAT ITS BAD NOW..BUT IT CAN B MUCH BETTER AS THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOE IMPROVEMENT.

RAIN


I dunno bout u all!!!!!!i LUV rain.......

The beautiful sight after the rain,,,,,,,,,d lushious greenry all round,,,cool breaze..n cherry on d cake wuld b if u liv near d coastal areas.


I remember ma trip 2 GOA,,tho only 4 2 days,,but had a blast..It has 2 be one of d most b'ful places in INDIA.I luvd d beaches,,not only were dey b'ful,,,,but 4 a change dey were CLEAN...

My dream is 2 live near a beach...njoy long walks along d coast wid ma dog,,,,get drenched in rain...sip hot tea..read a gud book..n list 2 muzik.....hmmn am in heaven alredy.....